There is a word the Lord gives
a personal word
that is only that........
personal!
No one may understand why He is asking me to do this
This road is lonley
it seems like it is so lonely....
Is there anyone there to encourage me
to stand fast and stay on this road....
It seems like many say
"Use Wisdom"
"Are you sure you heard right"
"If it's the word of the Lord why are you not seeing the fruit?"
So many temptations to reason with the Lord as to why I want to hold up the white flag of
SURRENDER
But this road is so lonely and it sure looks like YOU Lord are not with me!
But I know YOU are because I know You are faithful!
I might not understand why the fruit isn't there yet but I know
HE IS FAITHFUL!
One thing Lord I have noticed on this journey
There are not many who truly trust You and your words
It seems like they want to "help you" out a bit.
Probably because of fears......
Those fears of destruction or no deliverance.
Those fears are there, but then in the quiet of my room
I hear your voice
Your voice saying:
I AM
FAITHFUL
I AM
TRUTH
TRUST ME
A smile comes upon my face knowing I can truly trust in you Lord.
It doesn't matter if my best friend thinks I am crazy
I know I heard you Lord..... I heard the WORD OF THE LORD
deep in my heart
deep in the quiet of my room
Your word is truth and you will show your self faithful
I know you are for me and not against me and know you are my
SOURCE
my source for everything in this life!!!
And I will remain on this road
even if it feels lonely
YOU ARE WITH ME!!!